The River Does Not Ask
A Place to Stand
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Scene 1 of 4
The American River roared beyond the gravel bar, a constant thunder that underscored every movement in the camp.
Martha stood at the water's edge where sun-dappled rocks broke the surface into swirling eddies.
The mining camp spread before her in chaotic mosaic. Canvas tents snapped in the wind like flags of surrender. Rough-hewn cabins scattered across the gravel as if God had thrown dice and left them where they fell. Crude sluice boxes jutted from the earth at impossible angles, wooden skeletons of abandoned dreams.
Her hands moved with precise rhythm against her calico skirt. One stroke, two strokes, three. The fabric smoothed under her palms, then bunched again, an endless cycle she could not stop.
The silver locket pressed warm against her throat. Samuel's miniature portrait rested inside, safe against her skin. She touched it now, fingers tracing the engraved edge.
This ground felt different than Virginia. The air tasted different—pine and wet earth instead of tobacco and rot. The sun stood higher in the sky, relentless.
She had walked three weeks to reach this place. Three weeks of sleeping beside the road, of cooking over small fires, of watching the horizon for men who might want what little she carried. Samuel's map had led her here, his careful ink lines marking where water might hide gold.
Now the river stretched before her, indifferent to her journey. The water did not care who stood at its edge. It did not ask about her past or her husband's murder or the papers she carried in her pocket.
It simply flowed.
Martha's feet shifted, planting shoulder-width apart on the gravel. A defensive stance. Samuel had taught her that too. Never let yourself be cornered. Never let them see you afraid.
Her hands dropped to her side, then reached for the wooden post tucked through her pack straps. Pine, rough-hewn, the top carved with careful strokes into a simple shape: the letter M.
The other markers dotted the gravel bar like jagged teeth. Some had names, some symbols, some nothing but weathered wood. They stood in silent testament to who had come before, who had tried, who had stayed or fled or died.
Her pack settled into the dust with a soft thud. She knelt, knees pressing into sun-warmed stones, and positioned the post where water met land.
The mallet struck wood. Thud. Thud. Thud.
Each impact sent vibration up her arms, into her shoulders, into the ache that had settled between her shoulder blades weeks ago and refused to leave.
The gravel gave way. The post descended inch by inch, sinking into earth that had belonged to no one until this moment.
Thud. Thud. Deeper now.
Her breath came steady, controlled. The locket swung against her chest with each strike. Samuel had carved this post himself, during the long nights of their marriage. His knife had shaped the M, his fingers had sanded the wood smooth.
He would never see this river. He would never know if she found gold or went hungry or built the safe place they had dreamed of.
The post stood flush with the ground, solid and unmoving. The M faced upstream, catching the morning light.
Martha rose, dusting her palms against her skirt. The fabric smoothed under her touch, one stroke, two strokes, three.
Her claim marker stood among the others. A letter carved in wood. A declaration of presence.
The river rushed on, indifferent as ever.
